From the recording Zero

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Lyrics

Feel it coming on so nice and strong
I've lost the will to even carry on
And for once my life feels so unreal
And I'll pray the lord my soul to steal
But if this is what destruction feels like
I'll cross the line and never look back
Fucking drained of all I cared to be
We drink from the piss of my glass, but now it's half full of empty
Half full of empty, the glass is half full of empty, half full of empty
If I had known that it'd turn out like this
I would have saved myself and slit my wrists
I never knew that life could ever feel like this

Inside my perfect vision, there you are
Staring forth in reverence to my rising star
These overdosed delusions I dared to dream
Became the show you all will pay to see
And my nightmares are now your entertainment
But nothing mattered or came of it
So fucking drained of all my purity
We drink from the piss of my glass, but now it's half full of empty
Half full of empty, the glass is half full of empty, half full of empty
If I had known that it'd turn out like this
I would have saved myself and slit my wrists
I never knew that love could ever feel like this

I crossed my heart I hoped to die
But I never thought that I would try
To take the matter into my own hands and damn myself to hell
Now spiraling down, this deep red whirlpool
Becomes my final marking on a place that got the satisfaction of knowing who I am
Fucked up, unclear, an absolute disgrace

And now everything has turned to blackness
My sanity crumbled to madness
A shadow of the man I used to be, now long deceased
But I won't go out like some bitch of fate
You wanna save my soul? You're all too late
I knew the day I died was one that couldn't wait
Half full of empty